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anxious feelings

by Leaving for Arizona

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1.
I’ll never say I’m sorry for all the shit I put you through Cause if I say I’m sorry, I’d admit I’m not over you And if you know just how things go, how are you wrong all the time? Stop lying to yourself cause that would give me peace of mind Stop wishing away the years Enjoy them while you’re here They’ll be gone before you know Just hold on and don’t let go Everybody’s got some bridges left to burn, a few stones they’ve left unturned, Some songs they’ve never heard, and some lessons left to learn Sometimes I think about where I’d be, If I were still around you Always pulling me down into all your cynical world views Stop wishing away the years Enjoy them while you’re here They’ll be gone before you know Just hold on and don’t let go I don’t know where I’d be I fought with you so constantly Now when I fall asleep I think about you in my dreams I don’t know where I’d be… We both fought constantly… Now when I fall asleep… I see you in my dreams Stop wishing away the years Enjoy them while you’re here They’ll be gone before you know Just hold on and don’t let go
2.
Property damage on the weekend I don't know what we were thinking With my friends I feel just fine Loaded up with endless time Take a break from work for just a little while Seven days a week is going out of style I don't know what I want to do with my life Love of your life, now that the party is over She takes you to a place to get to know her Welcome to the real world, don't waste your time And don't you dare waste mine Don't waste your time Yeah, don't waste your- Sleeping in every morning God, my life has gotten boring All it is, is this back and forth Sometimes I don't even know if it's worth it Pick up the pieces, replace it No second to be wasted It will go on and on and on and on Love of your life, now that the party is over She takes you to a place to get to know her Welcome to the real world, don't waste your time And don't you dare waste mine Don't waste your time Yeah, don't waste your time Did you waste your time? I know I wasted mine Love of your life, now that the party is over She takes you to a place to get to know her Welcome to the real world, don't waste your time And don't you dare waste mine Did you waste your time? Yeah, I know I wasted mine
3.
Placeholder 03:52
An unfinished song, a half-written chorus The love of your life is standing on your doorstep And you’re not even home yet A waste of time, another night alone You sit in your house and nothing feels like home God, I wanna go home I’m not the love of your life, I’m just a placeholder Put me up on a shelf until you need a lover I’m not the love of your life, I’m just a placeholder Take me off of the shelf and throw me in the covers You went out with your friends again Stayed up til’ I don’t know when Waiting on your call again I don’t know who I am at all Might not be here by the fall Wish I could say at all I’m not the love of your life, I’m just a placeholder Put me up on a shelf until you need a lover I’m not the love of your life, I’m just a placeholder Take me off of the shelf and throw me in the covers I’m not a painting on the wall Put on display with all my flaws With no care at all You say it’s not that bad But you’re the best love I’ve ever had So then why am I so sad? I’m not the love of your life, I’m just a placeholder Put me up on a shelf until you need a lover I’m not the love of your life, I’m just a placeholder Take me off of the shelf and throw me in the covers
4.
I’m going on a smoke break I just need a little time alone Don’t even like the way they taste They just remind me of home My friends suck I talk too much And every song I play just reminds me of you I’ve blown up I’ve lost my mind Can’t explain the way I’m feeling all the time Cause I don’t know what to say All these thoughts never go away And none of my words make sense But I’ll still say them with confidence I spent all night alone I waste the day in bed I don’t know what to say to you Maybe I’m better off dead I breathe you in You choke me out That’s why I’m filled with all this doubt It’s like I’m caught out in the rain Stuck waiting for a better day Waiting for a better day A better day Suffocating in my head again From all the smoke I’ve inhaled Since we began You’re in my head again Since we began
5.
I don’t know why I always feel the way I do I toss and turn at night, cause I’m not over you… What do you think of when you’re lying in your bed at night? And do you dream of all the things you’ve ever said in your life? And now you found me, you found me lying on the floor again I’m stumbling Can anybody hear me? Can somebody hear me? I’m lying on the floor again I’m struggling Baby, can you help me? Oh, please help me! And when I look around me I think of what I can be Without you in my life, I find out My future plans start right now I don’t know what I’d say, cause nothing I plan goes my way I think I might be sick I haven’t gotten over it I don’t know why I always feel the way I do I toss and turn at night, cause I’m not over you But, as I lay awake, I think of what you put me through And now I’m standing… Yeah, I’m standing up! I’m standing up What do you think of when you’re lying in your bed at night? I hope you’ve kept me on your mind and think of times you crossed the line Lying on the floor again Can somebody help me? Oh, please help me…
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Deja Nü 03:26
It's three in the morning and I feel like I've been here before You packed your things again, and walked out the door Tried my best to be everything you asked for I've given all I got and I just can't do it anymore You're doing it again, it's tearing me apart You're doing it again, you're breaking my You're doing it again, and I just can't take it You're doing it again, and I can't do it anymore Sometimes I feel like I'm better off without you Stuck in my head and I don't know what to do Wide awake, living through this déjà vu There's so many things I wish I could tell you You're doing it again, it's tearing me apart You're doing it again, you're breaking my You're doing it again, and I just can't take it You're doing it again, and I can't do it anymore You're doing it again, it's tearing me apart You're doing it again, you're breaking my You're doing it again, and I just can't take it You're doing it again, and I can't do it anymore It's not my fault, I did everything you asked for So many problems you always tried to ignore Simple conversations feel like such a chore We've hit a wall and I refuse to do it anymore Since you've been gone, I'm feeling much better Since you've been gone, you're looking like Living my life, just trying to forget her Since you've been gone, I am feeling better I'm not doing it anymore

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released December 1, 2023

Lyrics by:
Lance Johnson
Jonathan Avilés
Aubrey Hollopeter
Cameron Gainey
Alex Tyner
John Miles

Music performed by:
Lance Johnson
Jonathan Avilés
Aubrey Hollopeter
Cameron Gainey
Alex Tyner

Music produced by:
Alex Tyner
Christian Oleska

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Leaving for Arizona Charlotte, North Carolina

Leaving for Arizona is a 4 piece Southeast Emo band formed in 2020 in Charlotte, North Carolina. Their main musical influences are mid 2000s Pop Punk, early 2010s Indie Rock, and 5th Wave Emo.

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